Thursday, August 6, 2009

The Beginning

"Keep a journal, and someday it will keep you."

What alot of people don't know about me is that i really enjoy keeping a journal. I have entries dating back to when i was 10 years old attending parties with pinjatas and pin the tail on the donkey. Point is, it's always been a hobbie of mine. Currently, i'm a little inspired by sherrys awesome blogspot to start my own public journal. Which i guess wont be as interesting as some of my livejournal posts, but its your choice to read this or not. What i like best about having a journal is going through old entries and just laughing. As weird as that may sound, i like the feeling of knowing something that bothered me so much at one point can be considered laughable. Make sense? Because my livejournal is definitely my go to site when i feel the slightest bit miserable... say what you want but writing down your thoughts really clears your head. Sometimes it's just fun to reminisce too.

While your here i guess i could tell you more about myself.

I just turned 19 and im super excited to take full advantage of that this year. I've been told on numerous occasions that im a little too random for my own good. I love people for the most part. I believe in God, Karma and that everything happens for a reason. I'm a terrible liar and many people find that comforting. I can't help myself from saying things in my head and it puts me in uncomfortable situations everyday of my life! I have terrible jokes that usually makes people laugh. Like vampires (true blood), puns are my favorite type of joke. My room is a great example of whats going on in my mind. I have a box full of sentimental items that i keep in my desk which i will never part with. I have fully accepted the fact that im an awkward person and run with it. I do the breathing laugh during movies and i have no idea why! Marley and Me was the saddest movie I've ever seen. I'm super sensative when people make fun of my leg but alot of people don't know that either. Seeing people cry usually makes me cry. I pray before going to sleep and sometimes talk to my grandparents who have died out loud. I know i laugh to much and i don't care because i have recently stopped working out and its currently one of the only things keeping me from becoming obese. So, suck it (ahahhha). I usually make really bad decisions when it comes to guys so i usually just ask Jesse (the bestfriend) what to do because for some odd reason he is always right. I'd rather listen to piles of CDs than watch TV. It's what I'm doing right now actually. Like my dad, i always think of the worst case scenario but unlike him i don't really care about them.

I could go on forever that's how bored i am right now. But i won't because no one wants to read a novel on the internet. Ask me whatever you'd like i have no real secrets.

:)